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sweet summer rain

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 22:27:29 GMT

this journal is dead.

feel free to: check out my old poetry from summer/autumn '03 (go back 5 entries)
make anonymous comments on my livejournalaccount
suggest money-making ideas that doesn't include fried foods, prostitution, or both
not use proper punctuation
listen to a band/artist that has umlauts in their name! today!
(extra points if they're not from the states)
go outside and play

i love you with all. (heart).

some last.fm boxes I made.

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 23:01:13 GMT

another monthly update.

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 16:55:42 GMT

Ugh. I'm all stuffed up and sore right now. I had to call into work. oddly enough then me and Doug went to go check out this little thrift store in front of the yuppie mcdonalds. doug found this crazy drum pad thing. I swear this house is going to be full of instruments. *looks at bass and drumset in the computer room*

I gotta go to the doc sometime to check up on my weight for this month and all of that good stuff. Even if I just lost 5 pounds I'll be happy.

I wish I were here instead.....

I'm an alligator!....Updating for Scott.

Mon, 01 May 2006 17:18:27 GMT

This xanga might as well be awaking from R'lyeh.
We have 3 kittens! I automatically fell in love with the only manx. I think I'm naming her Tefe(pronounced "teff-fay". from the third Swamp Thing series that's about his daughter). I know she's harder to take care of than normal "tailed" cats, but she's worth it. In a few days they'll be opening their eyes. Pictures soon!

Our ex ~~slum lord~~ land lord is being a cunt. I hope you liked the young turkey you found in the freezer(the power was turned off 2 weeks ago), bitch!

I love this house!!! even if there's ants, no shower for the tub, and co-workers that give me those "Ewww, I wouldn't even shit there" looks when I tell them where I moved to.

&I might be working graveyard(deargravy) at valero. <br>&&I wish I was penpals with cristy c. road.

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 04:23:53 GMT

...And I'm still right here. Giving blood, keeping faith. And I'm still right here

Monday, March 01, 2004

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 15:57:30 GMT

well, I'm still alive and writing.

xo

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

Wed, 08 Oct 2003 20:16:07 GMT

Your dirty little secret.
Your dirty little girl.
Your dirty little hands.
All over my little world.

Stain me with your blood.
mold me from your bones
Cover me in your flesh.
It's all I'm made of.

Thursday, August 07, 2003

Thu, 07 Aug 2003 05:58:42 GMT

Sing a short one

once i sang to you so loud
the fields jumped in fear
into the sky's arms
we could only look up and smile
as the earth was pulled from our feet
these songs that are shared
only remind us we're living
yet refusing repair
broken hearts aren't worth giving

bleeding in my dreams

In this bed made for one
I dream of better days
shared under a sky
that bleeds in technicolor
and you,
whom I'd love nothing more
than to be taken in your arms
that branch from your heart
like a tree with a heart in the center
beating into every limb
but the only color it cares to see
are the dots and letters carved in red
what's black and white and re(a)d all over?
My dreams without you.

8/4/03

"not as beautiful as us"
lemon drop frown
these tears are happy
really, it's only the hair in my eyes
hold me,
but this time, don't tell me I'm pretty
solace is in silence

Wednesday, July 23, 2003

Wed, 23 Jul 2003 04:13:07 GMT

i taste like trailer park...

dixie paper cups

coated blue print flowers

emptied and crushed

a new day devours

yet onto another day

grass fresh of dew

plastic toys/swept away

wish for something new

then the night came

sometimes the rain tags along

drowning out

the sounds from the vent

...or was it really you

Saturday, July 19, 2003

Sat, 19 Jul 2003 20:41:27 GMT

goodbye & good morning

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...count the minutes
eyes are small and reddened
now
these minutes transforming
body softer with each blow
so I succumb, easy as that.
"goodbye and good morning"
is all I will say